Sadness Is All I Have

I sit here in a state all alone

Thinking to myself I have been here too long

I never stay in a town longer then a year

Is it because Im running from fear?

I never know what to do anymore

Sometimes I cry and just hit the floor

Music is my way out

I know that without any doubt

God is my only hope

For since my moms death I have yet to cope

I dont think I know my life

All I can do now is fight

To want to go back to cut

For a while Im running short on luck

Pain is all I have left

For some reason I just cant take the next step

I do not know what happy is

Sometimes I dont even want to live

My family is falling apart

I cant even get into my brothers heart

A messed up family is what I have

There isnt any use to get mad

Since my mom died my life has fallen apart

I cant even let many people into my own little heart

Sometimes I think I should just leave this world

Who am I? Just another little girl

Listening to what people say to me

I really try not to believe

Its hard to go on with only yourself

Its hard to go on without any help

For god is the one who really knows me

For god is the only one I believe.